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Tiny Reflections
The energetic smile quickly disappeared from her 10-year-old face. They were talking about her weight again. I couldn’t help but notice...
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Apr 17, 20232 min read


Confessions of a 'Good Christian Girl'
Sweet friend, have you ever looked in the mirror unable to recognize the person staring back at you? I sure have! Growing up I heard more...
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Mar 26, 20233 min read


Breakthrough
The air was unusually humid for a February morning. Beckoning the caffeine of my coke zero, I hugged my mom bye and drove out of my...
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Mar 12, 20232 min read


Preparing Room
I stood there feeling a bit overwhelmed by all things Christmas. Boxes full of ornaments, lights, stockings, and decor lined the hall of...
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Dec 19, 20223 min read


When Comparison Steals Your Confidence
My finger hovered over the “deactivate account” button with slight hesitation. Is this extreme? Is this necessary? Will I feel...
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Aug 29, 20223 min read


Mom Fails and God's Grace
I didn’t hear it over the rumbling of the vacuum but the abrupt halt of the handle in my hand got my attention. I turned around to see...
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Jun 13, 20222 min read


Hope in the Hurting
I found myself sitting at my desk in tears several times this past week as I read through my news feed; overflowing with tragedy and...
rachelntillman
May 29, 20222 min read


Pruning Season
Spring is one of my favorite seasons! Observing the way the warm sun gently kisses the dewy ground while ushering forth vibrant colors,...
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Apr 12, 20224 min read


Loving Your Spouse in a Way That Honors Jesus
Marriage is one of those things I pretended not to fantasize about as a pre-teen/teenage girl. However one can only watch so many teen...
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Jul 25, 20214 min read


When Exhaustion Threatens Our Compassion
A few years ago my husband and I had the incredible opportunity to go on a mission trip to Thailand with our church. Our trip was one of...
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Jul 5, 20214 min read


Desperate for Relief
A few months ago my husband and I were delighted to learn that our family would be growing. Joy and excitement grew as we began to share...
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Apr 11, 20213 min read


2020, More Than Just a Throwaway Year
Recently I have found myself in a cleaning and organizing mode at my home and office. I don’t know about you sweet friend, but being able...
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Jan 17, 20214 min read


The One Who Sees
In junior high, my sweaty tomboy tendencies started to dial back a bit. I decided I wanted to be one of the “pretty girls” who appeared...
rachelntillman
Dec 14, 20203 min read


Seasons of Uncertainty
When I was in junior high my dad became very ill from the bite of a tiny tick that eventually resulted in him being diagnosed with Lyme’s...
rachelntillman
Nov 15, 20204 min read


Time Intentional
The rain on my windshield mirrored the tears streaming down my face and the heaviness my heart was feeling. Driving home from a difficult...
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Nov 2, 20203 min read


In Her Shoes
She sat across from me with tears and a severely swollen, bruised eye no amount of makeup could cover-up. I knew this meeting was not by...
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Oct 12, 20205 min read


Sparks of Destruction
“Don’t go burning bridges”, “play with fire, you get burned”, “where there’s smoke there’s fire”, “liar, liar pants on fire!” These are...
rachelntillman
Oct 4, 20204 min read


Sexually Protecting Our Children in a “Cuties” Culture
As odd as it may sound, I hope that while reading this blog post sweet friend, you become unsettled and appalled, but most of all...
rachelntillman
Sep 20, 20206 min read


Mom Pooch Perfection
Sweet friend, if you have come to this blog post hoping to find out the secret to finally getting rid of that famous “mom pooch” then I...
rachelntillman
Sep 14, 20204 min read


Fighting Fear
Growing up I was a HUGE tomboy. Anything that involved playing outside, getting dirty, and being rough and tough I was one thousand...
rachelntillman
Sep 6, 20204 min read
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